Full Moon

aah.. a full moon.. finally. i love full moons. set them to sad slow music and you can live for a while. lately my music really affects me. I'm aspiring to be me, and me is only fully me at proper setting. today i was talking to my friends ex, and he was mad as i asked him why he broke up with her. she still likes him, and its sad that he just doesn't feel that way anymore. who's side am i on? can anybody tell me? I'm feeling lonely. sounds pathetic. it really does. there is this boy who is playing with my heart right now. he almost has control of me! it is so confusing. cant even say if i like him. he will continue to play with my mind and heart. i will continue to be dazzled by him. there is another who is just as well. only this time he is more like me. and i feel as if i SHOULD like him. and then there is this boy that i DO like.... he is so perfect, but in a way that he makes me feel special. i really like him, and i think he likes me. we'll see. till morrow's moon.